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There is now a chatroom for you crazy Chinese out there! Help me keep it alive!

In addition, I've got about 6 unfinished pictures. Drawn but uncoloured.

It's like I draw. But I don't draw as well as I used to. I can't get the things I want to draw how I want them to look like 90% of the time. (My comics have turned to crap)

I used to be able to listen to music and be inspired. Or maybe read a comic be inspired READ FANFICTION BE INSPIRED but now it's all just days to me. I don't even want to draw some times. It worries me. Drawing has been just about the only constant in my life. I've been doing it since I was a kid. I NEVER LEFT OFF unlike dance which I quit for some time to study seriously, like piano which I only started to appreciate after I graduated or like writing which I left off doing seriously ages ago. I lost interest in doing those things seriously but never art. NEVER DRAWING.

I'm kinda worried about it and thinking of just stopping for an indefinite amount of time. (Sorry Rusty... T.T)

Right now I'm just confining myself to dance and reading Chinese fiction. (Seriously if you can read Chinese, take a jabber at Heise's novel it's interesting.) I hope I can get the fire of drawing back in my life.

And also: I hate it when people realize I'm Chinese and go CHING CHONG CHANG. So not funny.

[Personal Survey Meme] taken from those who did this survey LOL

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.(Not even 5 feet)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercing.( i want D: but not allowed)
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. (not sure.)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school (SHOON MY FRENZ SHOON)
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (try regularly in the morn cause of low blood pressure)
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (oh yes!)
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.(i dunt think so)
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.(not yet!)
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (I sleep in a loose shirt an indecently short shorts)
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (NEARLY)
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. (but I'm not quite sure)
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler. (CUDDLE SEXUAL)
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger. (Free hugs campaign, couldn’t resist)
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. (relapse of emo)
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. (drank coke)
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. (yes)
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world. (not really)
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test. (Not really cheated. The teacher was holding the answer sheet up when I happened to look up. I saw three answers)
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol. (against religion)
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. (I smile even when I’m sad)
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. (The urge is still there)
[x] I've woken up crying. (Stomach muscle cramps)

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.


Random
[x] I can sing well. (Fairly)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly. (Very regularly)
[ ] I sing in the shower
[ ] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun (air gun)
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.

[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish. (somedays)
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails. (sadly yes)
[x] I play video games. (but not often)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.(history bad)
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly

You're not dying to know but I'll tell you anyway.

BM: 3
BI: 1
BC: 4

BIO: 3
PHYS: 2
CHEM: 2
GEN SCIENCE: 1
EST: 1

GEN MATH: 1
ADD MATH: 3

SEJARAH: 3
MORAL:2

ART:2

I have four 1's, five 2's three 3's and one 4
That translates as 9 A's and 4 B's

My brother:
Out of four subjects he took in STPM
3 A's and one A-

Where have I been?

Vacation
Teaching choir
and Iscribble
Damn that website is addictive
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